As I sit here watching and trying to figure out this All-Star Challenge Nascar race.... So far, Mr. Newman is leading... but there is yet another 20 lap whirlwind around Lowe's Motor Speedway in Concord, NC. I hope he can pull off a win, even if it doesn't count in points.
Here's a good one for you guys~ Wayne finally told his mother about Grace. She called me and told me if I wanted to bring Grace by, it was okay. I know she likes me... she has told me. And again, he told her the only reason we're not together is because I'm fat. (of note~he said my weight~I'm being real about it)
I told her I know how he feels, and he knows how I feel. I do not want a relationship (or commitment) with weight restrictions... Of the 16 years we have known each other I have been fat for at least 9 of those. Most of the time I was thinner, I was with someone else anyway.... So, I told her we broke up right after I decided to have Grace.
I like her, always have. I think she and his father did the best they knew how. I made it clear of my reasons why I was hesitant on her knowing as well. Part of it was I didn't want them to feel obligated in anyway towards her. The mother of his oldest child really used their daughter against the family. If she didn't get money or what she needed, they didn't get to see the child....etc...
So, I'm happy about it, but I'm also not sure what to do next... I don't know his parents very well. Not really well enough to go hang.. you know? Then there is the question of whether or not they will like Grace's bad side.... hell, I don't even like it :) I'm not comfortable being around Wayne so much anymore, (let alone his parents...) because I know what he's thinking and I get pissed all over again. And..... yes.....I need to learn to let things go...
Moving on.... Newman just wrecked... blows that theory. Mark Martin still has a shot. I'd go for him over Jimmy Johnson~rather tired of him. Did anyone watch The Muppets in 'The wizard of Oz last night?
It was the Muppets, so I let Grace stay up to watch it, but she was tired at 9, and I put her to bed. She still woke up at 5:30. I asked her why she woke up so early and she told me she had to hurry. Hurry for what? For the yard sale! Mom got up and they went downstairs... I went back to bed.
Stacy made me get beer tonight. Peer pressure, I tell ya.... So, cheers, Lovey~this MGD is for you :) <tink, tink> Hope you have a fun evening....
Mark Martin won :) Gordon (the crybaby) came in 2nd, beating out his teammate, Jimmy Johnson.... oh darn ;)
Don't know what tomorrow has in store.... but that is the beauty of it.